i actual just want to curl up with you and do nothing but watch hockey forever.
I miss my best friend more than I miss anything in this world. Nothing hurts more than getting up and getting on with it without seeing her about.
When something becomes your everything you don’t think they’re ever going to go, and then something changes, something’s not the same, and they’re gone.
They have someone else now.
Someone stronger, and happier, and more loving, and WORTH more than you. They have someone they can rely on. And you have nothing.
So keen to turn 18 so I can get tattoos over my scars.. I’m tired of not feeling like I can wear short-ish shorts, or skirts. I hate it. My right leg is ok. But my left really isn’t, and I HATE it, it’s COVERED in scars all at the top, and there’s one huge one about 9 cms long and 2 cms thick. I’m not at all proud of it, and I never will be. Very much so over this.